actually,i'm going back here in not a good condition since 2 days ago....i'm in a down,depressed mood....because,Kim Kibum - UKISS *no,he's not in ukuss anymmore* he just....kicked out from his management because of some UNREASONABLE reasons....
maybe i look too overreacting to this thing...i WAS a Fangirland Kibum is my idol....and it's really breaking my heart,when i heard that news....it feels like....like, God takes half of my soul....when i heard that news...i was frozen like a statue....keep silence for a few minutes,trying to understand everything...i thought this was just a joke....but,i realize it's not a joke....and it's impossible to makes this kind of thing as a Joke.....and suddenly tears was falling down from my eyes....to be honest,i'm not a kind of person who easily cries....but,on that day......tears was just falling down from eyes without i realize......i try to hold it...but,it keep fell down from my eyes...it totally breaks my heart....even now,i'm trying to be strong.....i still can feel the pain everytime i think about it,although i'm not crying anymore....
and now..... i don't wanna blame everything....although i know this is really unfair for Kibum and KissMes (UKISS Fandom)...i just can hope the best for him and Alexander.....i believe they still have a brighter future than now.....i believe that God's existence...He neves sleeps....i believe Justice will be there for people who deserve for it.....i believe it like i believe Alexander & Kibum...they're still very young,there are still many opportunities open for them to continue their life....
and me? i'll stop myself from the Fangirling things.....UKISS will keep continue themselves with 5 members and they're new members who'll replace kibum and alexander *WHO WILL NOT EVER CAN BE REPLACED IN KISSMES HEART* and for the rest of the boys...Soohyun,Kiseop,Kevin,Eli, and Dong-Ho i always pray for them and still support them from the deep inside of my heart....but,i'm sorry i can't support as a FULL KISSMES like i did when they were still together as 7 guys....it's really hard for me,...i love all the UKISS members,but...losing one of my MOST favourite member is really hard for me.....maybe it looks selfish,but i don't wanna lie to myself....I LOVE ALL OF THEM...they really like my own family....and you know....family is like a body of a human...if you lost one or two parts of your body,it'll not be complete anymore....and everything will not be the same again....and that's what i feel......
i pray for the best for Kibum & Alexander.....and i pray for the best for the rest of the 5 members....and for the new members who'll replaced Kibum & Alexander...i'm not going to hate you...but i hope you understand,if you get some rejections.....i hope you can understand...how hard it is for KissMes to let Kibum & Alexander go from UKISS...because we've already been together for 2 years....laughing & crying together...because they'll NEVER can be REPLACED from our hearts.......Good Luck for your comeback...hope everything will goes well.....
Everybody’s got a time in their life
When everything hurts and nothing’s right
But you gotta walk on...
Everybody’s got a piece of their heart
That’s been stepped on and torn apart
But you gotta be strong
Yeah, you gotta walk on....
‘Cause I know it’s hard to have the strength
And sometimes you can’t get through the day
But things just float on by like a river in the night...
But I know things are gonna get better
And I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better
Standing here together
Yeah, we’re gonna be fine....
Everybody’s got that one regret
No matter how they try, they can’t forget
But you gotta move on....
Everybody’s got someone they’ve lost
And they can’t believe they’re really gone
But you gotta live on....
‘Cause I know it’s hard to have the strength
And sometimes all you feel is pain....
And I’ve been shown hope
I see it in your eyes
So take me and touch me
‘Cause with a little bit of love
We can win the fight
With a little bit of love
We can see the light
With a little bit of love
It’ll be all right...
When everything hurts and nothing’s right
But you gotta walk on...
Everybody’s got a piece of their heart
That’s been stepped on and torn apart
But you gotta be strong
Yeah, you gotta walk on....
‘Cause I know it’s hard to have the strength
And sometimes you can’t get through the day
But things just float on by like a river in the night...
But I know things are gonna get better
And I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better
Standing here together
Yeah, we’re gonna be fine....
Everybody’s got that one regret
No matter how they try, they can’t forget
But you gotta move on....
Everybody’s got someone they’ve lost
And they can’t believe they’re really gone
But you gotta live on....
‘Cause I know it’s hard to have the strength
And sometimes all you feel is pain....
And I’ve been shown hope
I see it in your eyes
So take me and touch me
‘Cause with a little bit of love
We can win the fight
With a little bit of love
We can see the light
With a little bit of love
It’ll be all right...
-David Archuleta~Things Are Gonna Get Better-
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