Mau Curhat...beberapa hari belakangan ini galau tingkat akut banget karena berita "U-KISS MINI-CONCERT AT BRASTAGI MEDAN,NORTH SUMATRA". when i heard that news for the first time,i felt shocked...my heart broken because i've waited sooo~long for their visit to Indonesia....:'((
This is the 2nd time i felt dissapointed...last year ukiss almost held a fanmeeting in Indonesia,i've already prepared everything to see them...but,it suddenly canceled....and now,they'll come to indonesia but NOT in my city...even not in my province....dissapointed again and again...
I try to cheer up~ but,i don't wanna lie to myself....cheer up outside but hurt inside...but,i always remember what alexander said that...ukiss always wants to visit EVERY place,every country where they can meet KISSMES...it cheers me up a lil' bit...
i realize that i'm not the only one who feels the same way...there are many KissMes out there who still waiting for UKISS's visit to their country...i don't wanna blame Xander or the other ukiss's boys why they aren't coming to Jakarta...because it's not their fault...they just follow their management's instructions...beside that,i don't wanna hurt their hearts,if i attack them with question "WHY UKISS NOT COMING TO JAKARTA?!!!"..i'm afraid that it'll hurt them,esp Xander...he has just passed a tough week...and i don't wanna hurt him anymore....
Not Xander,who just passed tough week this year...but soohyun also...i always think that U-KISS is like my own family....like what Xander ever said to KMs that Idols also Humans...they have heart,they have feeling...they can hurt by the bad comments,they can feel depressed....so,i try to understand how my "Family"s feeling.....trying not to become a selfish fangirl....i promise i'll always support them no matter what...tho' i can't see them.....but,my LOVE,SUPPORT,and BLESS always with them...wherever,whenever they perform...i'll pray for their best....
Now,i'm fine...trying to calm myself...tho' sometimes i still feelin' envy with some kissmes who are going to watch them *is it normal right? i'm also a human :) * just wanna say CONGRATZ to KissMes Medan...please take care of the boys when they come ...and show to them that KissMes is a good Fans with GOOD MANNERS~don't hurt the boys...show to them that Indonesia is worth to visit...^^
and for some KMs who feels the same way like me...CHEER UP~~!! keep believing that there'll be a second chance for us! keep praying...that we can SEE them directly in front of our eyes...keep PRAYING...God never sleeps...FIGHTING!! o(^^)o
ps: Thanks to my friends who support me on these days....i really appreciate it..i can imagine how would my life be without all your support..I LOVE YOU~~^3^
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